Fckng week day of my life. Hahaha.
Eh kasi naextend yung deadline ng 1 week, tapos nakita yung recipe ng legit fishball sauce, pati tong secret starbucks drink na Butterbeer na pwedeng orderin kung may makakagawa, pati recipe ng homemade butterbeer, tapos umuulan ng tama lang so lumamig, tapos tahimik ang gabi at mag-isa lang akong naglalaptop sa baba.
Fishball sauce - http://www.certifiedfoodies.com/2013/08/fish-ball-sauce-recipe/
Somebody please give me this gift on Christmas holiday!! I really really really need it!
I’ve been using this app, SleepBot, to track my sleep since August. As I was scrolling down my sleeping history, I see that all these nights since then, I’ve never slept before 11pm. :| My cumulative debt for the past 115 days, according to the app, is 136.9 hours, which is more or less 6 days.
Even before I started recording my sleep time, I know I really am depriving myself from enough sleep.. I think it was June when this super-late night started. Before that, I am on my normal-late sleep. Lol.
This time, it’s been 2 to 5AM.. Time management is the key! I need to balance my time in work and finish my tasks on the dot, to give me time in accomplishing personal tasks, and not sacrificing my sleep.
I think I need to fix this, as it affects my productivity, health, and appearance (eyebags). Hahaha. But first, I need to finish my tasks.
Can’t wait for Christmas break!!!
So yeah, I finally started on the project after about 1 week of procrastination (I should’ve just slept haha). Actually, I just watched 6 video tutorials. :)
I’m going to finish this last one then start!
I don’t have dreams when I pray at night but ever since I wasn’t able to go to church on Sundays and pray at night for a long time (started last June for 2 months, I think), I started having dreams every day! Even if I pray and go to church.
I wonder what happened or does it have a connection?
Nov. 30, 2013 - Project L. A few UI glitches to fix, and analytics to add and we’re good. Plus a lot of testing, too!
Dec. 4, 2013 - Project S. Phase 1. We just kicked-off last Sunday. Please help us finish this. Pleaaaase! There are lot of learning curves which I need to do on my own so I need to be disciplined in order for this to be successful.
Dec. 6, 2013 - Project D. Alpha build. Started actual development last Nov. 4 only due to other projects pushing on this one. I hope we can do this one, we have a great team involved in this project, and I know we can do it!
Dec. 11, 2013 - Project D. Beta build. Stable build.
Dec. xx, 2013 - Project S. Phase 2. I hope this will be extended.
I know I was looking forward to some rest after the last gala I had (last Saturday), but then Project S came. We refused a lot of projects from the same person in the past, and I thought it’s time to give a shot at this kind of opportunity, now that we’re freed of some social meetings.
But now, feeling all tired and pressured, I’m thinking that I should just spend that time to regain energy, especially that the past few months have been tough. With only 5-6 hours of sleep a day, endless OT, restless “added” family duties, I THINK I SERIOUSLY NEED TO REST, not to mention my OVERLY DARK EYE BAGS. And it’s really irritating me that whenever I TRY TO WORK AT HOME (which I need to, for Project S), I JUST COULDN’T (This is another self-issue that I am experiencing, let’s talk about this some other time).
I couldn’t back out now, could I? I JUST HAVE TO DO MY BEST UNTIL I FINISHED ALL THE TASKS. So that I can have the greatest Christmas vacation of my life — No pending tasks to worry about, no office work, no fckng care to anybody, no nothing, none! JUST A SIMPLE SLEEP! THAT’S ALL I WANT! I NEED!
Ano ko, robot? Walang karapatang magpakita ng lungkot, kahinaan, at takot? Itatago ko lang lahat, ganun? Ha?
Sabi ko lang napapagod ako, masakit ulo ko, may stiff neck ako. Sabi niyo wag ka nang magpuyat, puyat ka kasi ng puyat, mawawala yan pag di ka na nagpuyat, at iba pang tungkol sa puyat at mga mali kong gawain, blahblahblah. Sabi ko pano ko magtatrabaho (kunwari OT o may inaaral o kailangang tapusin) kung hindi magpupuyat (medyo in mataas tone). Ratatatatatat na agad kayo na hindi niyo naman ako pinipilit magtrabaho, na sinisisi ko kayo sa pagtatrabaho ko. Teka lang ha, wala kong gustong iparating na ganun, sinasabi ko lang na hindi maiiwasan ang pagpupuyat. Buti nga nagsisipag eh! Kailangan GALIT kayo agad? Hindi ba pwedeng magsabi muna kayo ng mga bagay na makakapagpagaan ng loob kesa lalong nakakadagdag sa problema?
Kfine. Ganyan naman kayo kahit dati pa. Gusto niyo lang marinig yung mga bagay na magaganda. Sa panahon kasi ngayon, hindi uso problema e no?
Diba, salamat sa inyo. Kahit naman reklamo ako ng reklamo, di naman ako sumusuko. Gusto ko lang ilabas mga nararamdaman ko, hindi ako plastik, at lalong hindi ako mapagpanggap na perpekto ako. Wala na kasing akong mahanap na lakas sa sarili ko, kaya naghahanap ako sa inyo. AT KAYO PA SA LAHAT NG TAO ANG WALANG MAIBIGAY. KAYO PA. Mas lalo lang kayong nakakasama ng loob.